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The Horrors of Moving

When it is summer but you are trapped in hell.

Merry meet all,

Today’s post is about my moving experience. It has been a real nightmare. I have learned and survived much on my journey from Crown Drive. 

I just wanted to move out. That was easier said than done. I wish I had foreseen everything that would transpire, but no, I did not have a clue of what I was going to endure. 

The day the ants crawled across the kitchen cupboard and sink was the straw that broke my back. I grabbed a few personal items, keys, Penny and her food and some clothes. I left. I decided I needed to move. The mold was making me sick and I was stressed out. I left Penny at my Mom’s once we agreed that I could move in to her home. I returned with more of my belongings. I know in hindsight that I should have found another apartment  first but the rent is so high, I cannot afford it. 

We both made about fifty trips from Mom’s house to mine to pack and sort through my belongings. I collected boxes from the grocery and liquor stores and dragged them to my Mom’s. Then we took the boxes to my old place on Crown Drive once we had enough. I lived there for fourteen years and I had collected a lot of stuff. 

I made a few trips on my own to my apartment to remove the books from the shelves and organize on my bed or the floor. All this time, I never turned on the taps to not have to see more ants crawling everywhere. Now I hate bugs. I had to sort through a ton of glass jars and my herbs and what I wanted to keep and what I did not want to keep. During my time in my apartment, I wore a mask because the mold was so bad I could not even breathe the air. I could only stand to be there for two hours before it was too much for me. It started to feel weird to be there because I was packing everything up. 

Finally though, we managed to get everything packed. I was heartbroken  that I had to sacrifice my lovely herb garden. I tossed out the herb jars I could not keep. Then I had to participate in a three-week work program at Reachability. We managed to find a moving van who could help us move. We had to sort out the details of how we would manage to afford it all. I had to be at Reachablity the morning of the move. I gave my Mom the key and she assisted with the move. Then my Mom, my brother and I had a nasty fight. I was forced to leave which was totally unfair. 

I stayed with Derrick. I had to go somewhere. Again, I wish I had foreseen how that would go. I moved a lot of stuff into his apartment. I wish I never had. Now he is so mean to me. At first, everything was fine. We had already known each other for a year. I was so upset that day. I brought Penny with me and I stayed with him. He is like every bad horror movie villain or enemy you could ever imagine in a story or a movie. He has some quirks that drive me crazy but I tried to endure it. 

I visited my garden after I moved. That was a huge mistake. My landlord gave me the damage deposit and the rent check since I had moved out. My Mom was reimbursed the $200 for the moving van. My landlord took two seconds to drive me to my Mom’s house to get the apartment key from me. It was scary how fast he showed up. He wanted me gone so he could do the renovations. Jerk. The stove, fridge and the heaters were out in my garden, crushing the plants. I was so heartbroken that I bawled my eyes out. I returned some time later and everything was still there. There is nothing that I can say now. I do not live there anymore. 

Derrick and I did not always perfectly get along with each other. We disagreed on many things. But I was there so I tried my best to get along. I often do try to get along with people though I am yet to see any credit for that. I suffered a hangover or two, and really tried to keep his place clean. I hate that processed food that he eats. He loves it. I prefer to eat organic food if I can. I brought too much stuff over to his place. Penny became stressed there. Derrick was angry if she had an accident in his apartment but he did not like the litterbox being in his apartment. Well then what does he expect? She is a cat and used to a litterbox being indoors. All this time I am wishing I had my own place. I was still quite hurt and traumatized from the fight with my family. I had bruises on my body too but they denied it. I was so upset and still am. 

Derrick is not a clean person. He keeps spoiled food in his fridge. He does not wash his hands properly and he is not a cat person. He is not into horror movies. When I returned again to Crown Drive to get some fresh herbs, I stopped by my old garden. The stove, fridge and other stuff from the kitchen was still there on my garden. I unwittingly came into contact with a plant I was unfamiliar with: greater celandine. That plant gave me a nasty rash. I felt like I had just joined a leper colony. 

I waited a few hours for the walk in clinic. I was turned away. I then went to the emergency room at the hospital. I was given a powerful prescription  and I took oatmeal baths and moisturized my skin frequently. Once I had recovered from that rash, I felt better. But that was to be shortlived. 

I threw out a lot of ancient moldy food. I should have asked him first but I was really doing him a favor. The food was too old to keep in the fridge. Now remember how traumatized I am from everything else I endured? Life heaped more pain on me. Derrick approached me that night and scared the shits out of me. He was full of unbridled, unchecked rage. I was so scared and I was forced to stay there. 

He stomped through his apartment, only leaving to eat and never once acknowledging me. Not once saying a word. He kept the lights off in the front hall, forcing Penny to eat in the dark. I felt like I had to right to my own belongings. It is unreal. Penny got so stressed out from his temper and the way he behaved. He slammed the doors and stomped through the house. I had to sleep alone and was made to feel like I had to tiptoe around the apartment. That did it. I have made up my mind that I never want to live with a man again. Ever. Never again. Seriously, the yogrut was expired since last April 2024. That is so disgusting. 

The linens on the bed he claimed for himself were mine. I may as well leave him with the toilet paper I spent my money on. I am taking everything else that is mine. I claimed the linens, the shot glasses, the dish cloth and dish towels. I have to wash them tomorrow. Ha! That felt good to do because he is so mean. There is no need for him to be like that. I paid for them, they are mine. Let him sulk. Ha! 

On top of all that, I suffered food poisoning. He is so mean he lets me in his apartment when he is not home so he can avoid me. I know the other tenants are nice that live in the building. The other day he was not like that. I mean I did him a favor when I tossed out the expired food. When he said I had no right to do that (well it’s not my fridge), I was doing him a favor. I have decided he is a mister cuckoo pants. A special type of crazy. In fact they have to invent a new term to define his special limited time offered style of crazy. Yogurt from last April 2024? Wow he is trying real hard to kill himself. The chicken tasted off. I should not have eaten it. His kitchen stank like rotting flesh. That was enough for me. I cannot save this guy. He can’t even do that himself because he does not want to. He made it clear he wants nothing to do with me. That is more than fine by me. I took the aftershave lotion that I made him that he never used, my linens, the shot glasses. I will never be persuaded again in my life. 

I just wish I had not left my nice belongings there. I trusted him and thought it would be okay. That turned out to not be the case. He is mean – and crazy. I do not know many people who keep yogurt in their fridge for over a year. I am horrified. There is something wrong with him. I was once told by a wise friend that you should never try to reason with someone that can’t be reasoned with. Yes this seems to be the case. 

I hope I can find an apartment soon, sooner rather than later. I want my own space again. I had it once. But now the rent is sky high. I don’t know what the future holds for me. I hope the worst is over. It would be nice if I could have a garden again. My plants that were in my garden are now settled in my Mom’s garden. This concludes (hopefully) my journey of moving. I hope things get better from here. 

Blessings, Spiderwitch )O(

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Everything has a Price

Merry meet all,

Wow I had a fun and powerful weekend. Samhain has arrived! I attended the local Samhain Public Ritual on the Commons with my friend Nancy. The High Priest tragically lost his daughter. I attended the ritual to show my support and condolences. Although I froze my poor bones that night. 

Now November brings its own magic. The grey skies hover over the colorful trees. November’s magic is more subdued than wild October but it still amazes me. Sorry I haven’t blogged lately but I have been a little sidetracked by something personal. 

My cat Penny has diabetes. It threw me off my balance. Now that I have learned how to give her insulin and how I will feed her, I feel better. It is very expensive so hopefully everything will work out. Penny will be fine. 

On to more paranormal news…

In 1944 my family moved into an apartment that no one wanted. The lure of cheap rent was not enough of a draw for even the most desperate. We were more than desperate, we were a family living on the margin. The margin of opportunity, money and sanity. We were the working poor, with a questionable pedigree. Housing had always been an issue, because of finances… and other matters of social delicacy. Our last chance was waiting, we had been disappointed before.

My parents were shown dismal cold water flats fit for vermin in industrial slums. Once property owners or Real Estate agents saw the dark skinned man with the blonde wife, suddenly there were no vacancies. To get a decent room above a store on the avenue would take a miracle. Miracles are heaven sent, while evil likes to disguise tainted gifts that come with hefty price tags.

At a shabby real estate office, there existed a listing with no takers. The rent was a steal at $50.50 a month (the rent was never raised and stayed that price for 26 years ) Eight large rooms above an old saloon . This was a place that liked secrets, where suspect people with poor pocket books could live.

There was a downstairs apartment in a similar layout and the saloon had a separate entrance. Eight rooms, where my alcoholic older brother could rant and rave away from prying eyes. After all who would bother calling in a disturbance that occurred in a saloon unless it spilled into the street?

Through the so called family entrance on the side of the building you entered into was a dismal Victorian hallway ( oddly the building was supposed to have been built in 1920, but Brooklyn powers that be were known to fudge legal facts here and there, the design of the building seemed more 1880’s in style) painted a sickly pale green. The paint was several layers thick on every surface especially on the ornate stairs and banister. The rooms were wide with tall ceilings, dormant ornate gas chandeliers on those ceilings, pocket doors and each bedroom had a closet.

There were two ornamental gas fireplaces that did not work, a pull chain toilet and claw foot tub. The bedrooms facing the avenue were sun lit most of the day, while the central hallway and rest of the bedrooms were steeped in a greasy darkness. The wall at the end of the hallway was oddly bowed to accommodate a closet from an inside bedroom, one of many design quirks that were part and parcel of the place. There were windows and doors that led to brick walls or narrow shafts. A boarded up dumbwaiter that we used to hold our trash can, contained a skylight to the roof. One could hear voices coming from that shaft. My parents said it was just the voices of bar patrons. Strangely, when the bar was closed the cacophony of sounds seemed louder somehow.

We never heard much noise from the street or the saloon for that matter, the apartment was its own world, a vacuum. Loud crashes and faint scratching noises were heard at all hours, perhaps mice in the walls, or rats in the basement knocking over wooden crates and beer barrels…at least that was the sensible explanation.

There was no logical explanation for the misty forms that glided down the hall just out of reach or the ice cold spots that traveled from hallway to stairs. One of my earliest memories was watching from my crib as a wraith made an appearance. She glided into my room from a darkened corner, just a smoky mist at first , then a shimmering as she became solid. I remember her face was that of an old woman. She was smiling and held out her arms to me, but just as quickly as she appeared she vanished as my mother entered the room.

As a child I became accustomed to the strange comings and goings in the apartment. Many times at play I would chase a rustling skirt or boot heel around a corner, never finding the hide and seeker. Not every ethereal visitor was playful or harmless.

At the witching hour, the large rooms would seem to grow smaller. The first 14 years of my life were spent in those rooms and I don’t remember ever sleeping well at all. At night , in the wee hours the place took on a demonic feel. The darkness would pitch itself blacker than black and suffocate the dreamer. I knew my tormentors , two large shadow beings , whom I called Red Eyes and Green Eyes. On any given night, either one would stalk the hall or invade my room. They would stand and stare at me as I lay paralyzed with fear. They stood floor to ceiling, bigger than a human, silent and stinking of rot. They glowered with their burning eyes. I feared Green Eyes the most, it was a breath stealer. I would squirm under their glare until I could hurl myself out of bed into my parents room. Once between my parents in bed , I could rest, I was safe.

My worst paranormal encounter happened at age 4 . I awoke to a strange buzzing sound, as if thousands of bees were inside the walls. I got out of bed and made my way down the hall , opened the front door of our apartment and stood at the edge of the landing. The stairs were bathed in a sour yellow glow from the hall sconce. I looked down the staircase to see a figure gliding up the stairs towards me. It looked like a man wearing a hat with a long overcoat and scarf. As it got closer I noticed it was wearing some sort of rubber mask, like a red devil mask . The unwanted visitor was now face to face with me. I called out my brothers names and called for my dad, thinking they were playing a game. I looked into the mask holes , but there were no eyes behind them, just emptiness. I couldn’t move. My mom grabbed me just as I was about to fall to my death from the top of the stairs. As she held me tight , I saw a tendril of smoke make is was back down the staircase. This may all have been a nightmare or my active imagination, but the thought of those childhood nights still send a chill through me.

We as a family went through some hard times living in that cursed place. Trouble followed us . No one ever wanted to linger in our home, those that did often said that they could not remember when they had ever felt so helpless. The downstairs tenants did not seem to fare any better either. Death and sorrow were their constant companions too. After a tragic renter left, the place would remain empty, sometimes for years. The building seemed to feed on sorrow. Any pet that I brought into it never lasted very long.

One day the dog, cat, bird , turtle or fish would be happily playing only to be found dead the next morning. Doors, cabinets and faucets, would often be found open and once gas was hissing from the dormant chandeliers. When the gas company worker showed up to turn it off, the shaken mechanic came up from the cellar to say that the pipe was not connected to anything , there could not have been a gas leak.

My family left in 1970, the building had been sold and the new owner wanted to do a full remodel. The spell had been broken. So many years have passed since I lived in that place, it still exists. In its new configuration there are four apartments where once there were only two. The building has undergone major changes ,the old saloon is now a sport’s bar filled with life from young revelers and from what I hear, many, many tenants have called that cursed place home, but only for a short while. The rent is no longer $50.50 a month….evil after all ,comes as a steal with a hefty price tag.”

Website source: https://paranormalhauntings.blog/2020/11/09/hefty-price-tag-our-haunted-apartment/

Ok I love this story. I have lived in a Victorian home. I have actually seen spirits and I can relate to what this person endured. I know how that feels.  It is a really good story. I could go on and on about some of my experiences.. next time. 

 

Stay spooky!
Spiderwitch

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